Thursday, June 26, 2008

The Weight of the World!

Do you ever feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders? If your a mom you know how it feels. I sometimes feel like i'm going around and around in circles and i can't seem to get off of the ride or out of the loop. I have nothing to complain about and i'm truly blessed...so what is wrong with me? I REALLY don't know. I sometimes wish for the girl that i use to be could come back and join the woman that i am. Does that sound crazy or what? I think i'm loosing it today... Maybe it's all this rain we have been getting. The gray clouds do nothing for my mood except make it sad. The use to be my favorite thing before i had kids...now it keeps them inside and me feeling like a caged animal. ALL right that's enough of my pity party...let's go get a beer!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

It's been a while...

I know, I know it's been a long time since i last wrote. So much has been going on since I last wrote. We had Anaya's birthday party and of course she was the star that she is. =)~ She cracks me up! She brings so much joy into my life and I wouldn't trade her for the world. I just can't say enough about her.

We had our Mother's Day, I got to sing to Anaya at church...of course she didn't want to sit still for the song though. It went well.

Memorial Day weekend we took of and went over to Clearwater (FL). We came home and had a HUGE barbecue at home with all the fam and friends who are here.

Now we are looking forward to this weekend, because we are going to NJ to go see my family. This is John's first time meeting my dad and my grand mom. They are going to love him as much as I do. I can't wait to go to Wildwood and Cowtown. Really fun places that if you have never been, you would never understand and love. I am looking forward to seeing my brother Matt and my sister Linda. My BFF from way back who has become my cousin (Anne) she s going through some ruff time right now and I can't wait to hang with her. She is the coolest of cool! She has some beautiful kids and a great hubby...You go ANNE! I love you, girl! see ya soon.