The Weight of the World!

Do you ever feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders? If your a mom you know how it feels. I sometimes feel like i'm going around and around in circles and i can't seem to get off of the ride or out of the loop. I have nothing to complain about and i'm truly blessed...so what is wrong with me? I REALLY don't know. I sometimes wish for the girl that i use to be could come back and join the woman that i am. Does that sound crazy or what? I think i'm loosing it today... Maybe it's all this rain we have been getting. The gray clouds do nothing for my mood except make it sad. The use to be my favorite thing before i had kids...now it keeps them inside and me feeling like a caged animal. ALL right that's enough of my pity party...let's go get a beer!

It's been a while...

I know, I know it's been a long time since i last wrote. So much has been going on since I last wrote. We had Anaya's birthday party and of course she was the star that she is. =)~ She cracks me up! She brings so much joy into my life and I wouldn't trade her for the world. I just can't say enough about her.

We had our Mother's Day, I got to sing to Anaya at church...of course she didn't want to sit still for the song though. It went well.

Memorial Day weekend we took of and went over to Clearwater (FL). We came home and had a HUGE barbecue at home with all the fam and friends who are here.

Now we are looking forward to this weekend, because we are going to NJ to go see my family. This is John's first time meeting my dad and my grand mom. They are going to love him as much as I do. I can't wait to go to Wildwood and Cowtown. Really fun places that if you have never been, you would never understand and love. I am looking forward to seeing my brother Matt and my sister Linda. My BFF from way back who has become my cousin (Anne) she s going through some ruff time right now and I can't wait to hang with her. She is the coolest of cool! She has some beautiful kids and a great hubby...You go ANNE! I love you, girl! see ya soon.

Blessed and Highly Favored...

It never ceases to amaze me just how wonderful my God is! I get to wake up every morning and spend time with my beautiful family and friends (who are my family). It is gorgeous out right now and Anaya and I are going to take full advantage of it.

We are planning her 3rd birthday party...can you believe she is going to be 3? I can't. She is so excited about it being a Luau! She likes dressing up in the hula skirt and the leis. I think she would love being in Hawaii. We just might have to take a trip there.

I just wanted to take a moment and tell everyone just how much I love them...


I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Resurection Sunday!

I hope that everyone had a wonderful Easter, filled with lots of family and friends. For those of you who don't know me very well, let me just share with you how I feel about Easter and Resurectin Sunday. I am a Christian and I love the Lord our God with all my heart. I am thankful that God sent His only begotten son to die on the cross for me and my sins. Jesus paid the biggest sacrifice of all, He gave his life for you and me. I'm not perfect and I don't claim to be, but I know that Jesus walked a hill called Calvary for all of us. He endured the pain and suffering that was placed upon Him, so that there would be nothing between Him and I or Him and you. The thought, that He could have called thousands of angels to fight for Him and didn't...makes me realize that He truelly loves me. Do you know Him? Do you know that He loves you just as much as He loves me? Do you know that He knows everything about you, the good and the bad? He still loves you! His heart longs to be close to you and He wants to have a personal relationship with you...all you have to do is open the doors of your heart and let Him in. I can promise you that you will never be the same afterwards.

I am blessed, I know I am...I got to worship and celibrate Easter and Resurection Sunday with the greatest choir that I have ever been apart of. To my choir family and friends you mean the world to me and I felt the Lord's presence strongly all weekend long. You guys remind me of who I am in Christ and help me to find who i'm gonna be. You guys ROCK! Paster Keith and Lisa, you guys hold a very special place in my heart and I thank God for your friendship and support always! You will never fully know what you guys have brought into my life by just being my family.

I hope that everyone had a wonderful day and I hope that you make everyday Resurection Sunday!

May you always keep Jesus in your heart and let His light shine through you!

It's been a while...

hey, I know it's been a while since I last wrote. There has been so many things going on here that time has passed me by.

Musical weekend is coming again and the rehearsals have been long and prosperous. I love Easter and Resurrection Sunday! I serve and Awesome God and I love sharing the "Good News" with everyone. I get seriously emotional, when I remember that Jesus died on the cross for my sins. If you have never seen the movie "Passion of the Christ". you need to.

May God bless you all, Happy Easter!

Sea World

We decided to go to Sea World yesterday. They were having their annual Bud & Barbeque Fest. They have concerts and BEER and barbeque, Trisha Yearwood was in concert yesterday, so we went to go and see her. She is not my favorite but it was a good concert. The girls loved it!

Anaya was so funny, she didn't want to leave the dolphins and the turtles. It was a blessing to watch her checking out all the animals. I saw the world through her eyes yesterday and I was touched beyond words. She is not afraid of anything, if she could of gotten in the water with them she would have. I don't know who was the bigger kid...John, Taylor or Anaya. He is such a wonderful daddy, there wasn't place in that park that he didn't take those girls. It didn't matter if he didn't want to go or not. He was such a trooper. God bless him!